Just like yesterday..

It's getting harder for me to act fine when I'm with you. Yes. Now, it's harder for me.

I'm a fool! Yes. I know it. I admit it. I'm a fool for love! How can I love someone that will never ever love me? WHY? I know that you're just so deeply in love with that person! I know it! You don't even need to say it. So, why did I keep this feeling for you? BECAUSE IT IS YOU! I will give up if it's not you! You make me know that sometimes I can't have something that I want. You make me know how to live! Yes. YOU! You even make me become more mature now. I act like I'm fine when I'm with you. I act like I don't care about you. YES I DO! WHY? Because I want to make you feel that I'm okay without you for all this time. But.. you did it again. You ignore me again! You pretend like I'm nothing. AGAIN. But still.. this feeling always be here. Just like yesterday.

I used to listen to this song whenever you make me hurt. And today.. I listen to it again. Yes.. It's been a long time since the last time you hurt me.

Miss A's Suzy - I Still Love You

 

I know I shouldn’t cry already but why do I keep crying?
My heart toward you acts however it wants
So it keeps sending me to you

It hurts so much that I’m the only one who feels like this
That you aren’t looking at me
Though you are probably uncomfortable with me

I still love you, I love you
Though I don’t know anything else, I know I want you
The more I try to approach you, the more I try to get closer,
You try to run away and that makes me lonely

My tears are not stopping
You can’t, can’t, can’t get farther away
Don’t run away, don’t turn away from me, please

Because our happy and good times keep passing me by,
Because I feel like I will regret this till I die,
I have something to tell you right now

I still love you, I love you
Though I don’t know anything else, I know I want you
The more I try to approach you, the more I try to get closer,
You try to run away and that makes me lonely

Whenever you want to come back, you can come back to me
Because I love you

I’m okay even if you don’t love me
If I can just see you, I’m fine with anything
The more I love you, the deeper this gets,
You get farther away and that scares me

My tears are not stopping
You can’t, can’t, can’t get farther away
Don’t run away, don’t turn away from me, please