Too much..

Too much pain for someone like me.. :((

I wonder.. what's wrong with myself.. all BAD score :((
Not all for real but MOST of ALL. -__-
Am I sad? yes.
Am I mad ? yes.
I don't know what's wrong!!!

I need him.. I really really need him again..
When he laugh just because my foolishness..
When he smile as soon as see me..
When he will text me with long content..

I need him in order to live happily again.. :((
But this is the end..
I never want to have a special relationship like 'pacaran'..
Just want to have a special friendship :')

Ah, I will never cry again.
You hate it right? ^^
I also will never mad again..
You really hate it right? ^^

Jja jja jja~~ I will happy again..
Loving you inside but act as usual outside :')

2years again.. I will let u know what I feel :)