Curhat itu.. sesuatu :D

기다리다 ..

Should I trying hating your name about ten thousand times? -Younha's Waiting

Apa Disana Kau Mengingatku?

Hey :) Makasih ya udah mau jadi narasumberku. Aku.. gatau lah. Hehe. Aku bingung mau ngomong apa sama kamu. Hari ini aku sedih, seneng, segala macam perasaan tercampur dihatiku. Aku rindu.. matamu. Iya. Mata tajam yang dulu hampir ku temui setiap hari. Sekarang aku bahkan tak berani menatap mata tajam itu saat aku bertemu denganmu. Aku.. aku hanya takut jika kau pergi saat kau melihatku menatapnya.
Aku candu oleh segala yang ada padamu. Tingkahmu, pemikiranmu, tawamu, suaramu. Bahkan suara 'merdu'mu saat bernyanyi.

Disini, aku selalu mengingatmu. Bagaikan aku tak bisa bernafas tanpa mengingat namamu. Lebay ya? Padahal sih kadang-kadang lupa sama kamu dan masih bisa nafas tuh. Hehe. Tapi disana.. aku cukup dewasa untuk memahami keadaan yang terjadi. Hidupku, hidupmu dan hidupnya. Takdirku, takdirmu dan takdirnya. Entah mengapa harus sesulit ini.

Selamat malam :) Keep healthy and happy. ({})

Aku

After My Long Hiatus

Sleepless Nite :3

Again and again and again and again~ It's just another sleepless nite for me. I would like to tell my eyes to close but.. It's hard. Ok. Tomorrow I need to go to school but I can't sleep.

2014!

Hello~ It's a new year guys! Haaaah.... So, I should get my new life too right? ^^ 7 days again, I'll be 17 years old!! Yaaay~ No more child babeeeh.. :D Ok.. Stop. I'm gonna crazy now. wkwk.
This year, I promise I'll write more more and more.. I PROMISE TO ALL OF YOU :)
A week again, I'll leave my school and go to work. Wkwk. It is something like em~ practice for working. Indonesian people call it PKL or Prakerin. I wish, my teacher will gimme a good place and not so far away from my home :3 Please pray for me :P
And... about my Facebook Account.. I close it for a while. Maybe a week? or two weeks? or... maybe forever :D I dunno. I just need to make the mood better and then I'll be back~ kkk :)
Once again, I would like to say thank you to everyone who support me to stay alive during the hard time. :3 For everyone who still stays by my side no matter what happens. THANKS!